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Afraid













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Nothing really all that special here. It's jus another poem I wrote for the day.
















Afraid

 

I’m breaking down,

Falling apart,

My head’s throbbing,

With all this pain.

 

It’s tearing at me,

All the time,

I just want to say it,

Instead of someone else.

 

Maybe I’m just afraid,

Or maybe I think it’s a lie?

I can’t help it,

I don’t know what to say.

 

Maybe I’m not alone,

I don’t know if you feel the same,

It just hurts so much,

I guess I am afraid.

 

Afraid of pushing you away,

Scaring you away even,

I’m scared of it myself,

I’m so sorry.

 

I can’t do this anymore,

My feelings won’t be false anymore,

I can’t hide my pain,

I guess I’ll just run away.

 

I know I’ll regret this some day,

But for now I need to get away,

I need to stay away from you,

No matter how much it will hurt.

 

I’m doing this for your own good,

I never should have met you,

It’s only brought you down with me,

I never should have said I love you.

 

Now I’m afraid of saying goodbye,

Never should have said hello,

Or smiled in your direction,

I should have known I’d hurt you in the end.

 

A simple cut clears my mind,

As I watch the blood drop,

Trickle to the end of my arm,

Dripping off my fingertips.

 

This new pain’s so different,

It doesn’t hurt like the pain I felt earlier,

It’s not inside my mind,

It’s a new relief.

 

A few more cuts mark my body,

More crimson liquid tainting the floor,

I know I won’t tell anyone,

It’s my secret.

 

No one has to know,

Not even you,

I’ll leave in the morning,

Just so I won’t burden you again.

 

You’ll forget I was ever there,

Never remember my face or a name,

I’ll be your faintest memory,

And I’ll come back only in your deepest